Journey of the Redeemed

I guess I’ll try it again. Does anyone even follow me? 

Its always a struggle for me to find the balance between confidence and arrogance. I don’t think that I am arrogant at all but I know that I can be without a constant chain on my heart. I also struggle because I make art. I am an artist. I am a Christian no doubt and want to make art the glorifies the Christ but I also want to make art that is good. I want to be considered the best. 

I’m currently working hard on my sophmore album. Is it wrong that I want people to hear it and not only say, this album was great in its presentation of Christ but also this album was incredible. Is it wrong to want people to say, that boy’s lyrics was killing. Don’t get me wrong I know this can’t be the focus but in the back of my mind its always there. 

For me there is no reason to get involved in a profession and not try to be the best. It used to irk me so bad when people were horrible and the listener would go at least he’s repping Christ. What!? Go rep him well, you know? I just feel like with all my heart I want people to say, I see Christ more clearly, and he was a dope emcee. Is that wrong?

About to worship with the legacy family. It’s such a priveledge to read his word, sing praises and worship him. It a humbling fear to present his word in the hopes that people would know him. I LOVE BEING A BELIEVER!

That is all, soo tired and ready for my son to be born.

http://rockthecamp.endavomedia.com/mediamanager/ VOTE FOR ME! please?

It was such a joy in worship at the desiring God pastors conference. To hear the sound of a few hundred men singing praise to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ was overwhelming. My friend Alex Medina reminded me that this is but a shadow of what is to come in heaven. I couldn’t help but think though what if men lead the way they were supposed to even in worship? Not the extremely feminine or often gay version of men we often see on the pulpits of our churches, but MEN. Godly men, who love their wives, and teach their children. Men who are unashamed to cry and sing, You see the depths of my heart and you love me the same, and be humbled by it. I pray men begin to lead again. I pray that men begin to sing again, and encourage each other to be the men God calls for them to be. Iron sharpens Iron so one man sharpens another.

What do you guys think of this story? http://abcnews.go.com/International/wireStory?id=9709773&cid=ESPNheadline. I can understand both sides.